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LinusWhere there is love there is life and without love there is no life. Well, love seems to be a mysterious thing: it caresses you and makes you happy; it hurts you and makes you wish to die. And for all those crestfallen people who lost faith in love, it is only an illusion we create for the moment to convince ourselves that we are not alone, although we were born alone, we live alone and we die alone. And this is where my story begins:My name is Theodor, but everybody just calls me Ted (and my friends even Teddy), I’m sixt**n years old, 5’7” tall, not very muscular, but neither skinny, just enough to like my body, look good shirtless and naked too. I’m the typical suburban t***ager. I spend most of my time hanging around with friends, playing video games, reading and, of course, masturbating. Well, I might not be the typical suburban k*d, because I kind of knew always that I’m a little different and by different I mean gay. I realized at a young age that I’m into other men and started exploring my feelings and curiosities, but I’ve never had the chance to go further than jerking off together and stuff, until this very Saturday evening, were I had to b***sit the neighbour’s son.Linus was a terribly nice, little e***t years old k*d everybody instantly falls in love with, due to his deep blue eyes, blond hair and the loveliest smile I’ve ever seen in my entire life. I’ve considered Linus and me never as really good friends and we didn’t really spend much time together in the past. He just used to hang around my house with my little brother. Well, but somehow he and I became friends. Not very close ones, but still friends. We would fool around, play video games and watch movies together and so on. He might have interpreted our friendship a little tighter, because it was obvious that he admired me for some reason. But be it as it may, I have to get back to the story:The eve went down quite easily: Linus jumped right into my arms, as I entered his house, we played Super Mario on his stupid Wii U and watched one of the latest r*p*s of W*** D*****’s legacy, called “*******”. Everything went fine, till it was time for Linus to bathe. He struggled and told me he doesn’t need to take a bath and I tried everything to convince him otherwise and even forced him to take his bath by lifting him up and trying to put him into the bathtub myself. But it was pointless. “C’mon, Linus. Why won’t you take a bath?” “I don’t want to take a bath. It’s boring.” “Well, but everyone has to do things that they don’t want to do.” “Even you?” “Yeah.” “So, why don’t you take a bath instead, while I watch TV?” “Because I am your b***sitter and you have to do as I say.” “But I never listen to my other b***sitters either.” “Then listen to me as a friend and not as a b***sitter.” “As a friend?” “We’re friends, aren’t we?” “Of course we are!” Well, my commitment to him being my friend must have broken his resistance, because as soon as he finished his sentence, he jumped out of his clothes and right into the full tub. I, on the other hand, just sat there on the ground, paralyzed by what I’ve just seen. It might have been just a few moments, but those were enough to give me the hardest and also weirdest boner I’ve ever had. Linus had a gorgeous body, with pale and smooth skin, a cute little butt and a lovely little dick. I never saw Linus this way and thought of him this way either or even considered myself able to think of him this way, but he proved me pretty wrong.I intuitively began stroking my hard-on through my pants while watching Linus bathing and rubbing shampoo all over his young body. I had to come up with a lot of self-control, or otherwise I would have come with every stroke. But all the fake composure became useless as Linus asked me to soap his back. I instantly shot my biggest load of cum ever into my underwear. Anyway, I approached the tub and Linus handed me the shampoo over and turned around. I put something of it on my hands and started soaping his soft and tender back, causing my dick to stand up again. At first I tried to resist the urge to relief myself again, but the more I rubbed and the lower I went, the harder it got. I always thought I could resist everything, but temptation proved me wrong. I slipped one of my hands into my pants, pulled my dick out and started to jack off, using the shampoo as lube. It was the most exciting and dangerous moment in my entire life so far. I jacked off just a few inches away from Linus, while rubbing his back. He just had to open his eyes and move his head a little and would have seen everything: me, my dick, me stroking my dick, everything. I was in heaven and hell at the same time and I loved it! And it didn’t take me long to finish. I only rubbed his back for a few minutes and jacked of for a few seconds, but it felt like decades and centuries. My body clenched and I came again, squirting all over my hand, the floor, the tub AND EVEN LINUS HIMSELF. Thank every known god he didn’t notice anything! I, however, couldn’t take the situation anymore. Linus’ naked body, me touching him and my cum all over the place were overwhelming. I just couldn’t take it anymore! I had to get out of there! Without saying a word, I ran out of the room, locked myself in the second bathroom and took a freezing cold shower in order to calm myself down.I escaped reality and lost sense of time under the cold stream of water, only to be brought back to awareness by Linus knocking on the bathroom door. “Hey Teddy, is everything alright? You’ve been in there for a while.” “Yeah, I’m fine.” It was a lie. I was everything but fine. In fact I was on the verge of sinking on the ground, coiling up and starting to cry. My whole world was spinning around and sort of breaking apart. I did something, I would have never thought of being able to do or even think about: I became attracted to a little b**.I pushed my thoughts away, stepped out of the shower, dried myself, put my clothes back on and left the bathroom and headed back to the living room, where Linus was sitting on the couch, zapping through the TV program. I sat down next to him and tried not to think about, how cute he looked in his Superman pyjamas. “What took you so long? You must have been really dirty.” I almost choked güvenilir bahis şirketleri on my own tongue and thanked Bhunivelze Linus doesn’t understood ambiguousness. “I kind of was.” I replied to him. Linus, on the other hand, continued switching through the programs, till he came to one of those channels, which usually should be locked due to adult content, but his mother must have forgotten to. Ere I realized what was going on, Linus and I were watching a porn movie together, whose moaning echoed through the whole house. It didn’t took me long to realize, what we were watching and within seconds I snatched away the remote from Linus and turned the TV off, hoping he didn’t see enough to come up with questions. “Why was the man putting his wiener up the other man’s bum?” I miscalculated pretty much and thought I must have been cursed or something like that. Things like this just do not happen randomly. Never. But be it as it may, I was doomed somehow or other.I was in shock, but Linus just looked at me enquiringly and I tried not to look back without having an appropriate explanation. “Well Linus, this is, um, something, um, you have to be, um, older to know about.” I stammered. “Why?” “Because it’s a grown-up thing.” “Am I not grown up enough?” “Certainly not!” “But you are?” I remained silent. “Ok. If you won’t tell me, the Internet sure will.” “Wait!” For Etro’s sake! I had to tell him. Somehow. Something. It’d be better if he hears it from me. Who knows, what the Internet is going to tell him. “Well, this is similar to what your parents do, when they’re alone in their bedroom.” “You mean love?” “Yeah, kind of.” “So those two guys love each other?” Sod it! Why do I have to have this conversation? “Of course.” Lying seemed way better, than explaining the principle of porn to an e***t year old.Linus and I just sat there staring at the black screen and out of nowhere, Linus asked me the questions, I never ever expected to hear from him. “Teddy?” “Yeah.” “Can you turn the TV on again?” “Um, sure. What do you want to watch?” “Can we watch the two men making love?” My heart stopped beating. “Why?” “Because I’d like to know what love looks like.” He didn’t make this easy for me and neither was the boner, which I had, since the first second of the porno. “Please, Teddy.” He literally bagged me to watch the porn. But the worst thing was that he was staring at me with his deep blue puppy eyes and I (how could it be different?) fell hopelessly for them.I took the remote and turned the TV back on, but the sound off. (No one likes to hear a porno.) But Linus definitely liked to watch it. He stared at the screen, overwhelmed by all the things he saw, but didn’t understand. I, however, had no eyes for the two men. I had something better to look at. Looking at the naked men having sex made Linus’ little dick grow, which he intuitively began rubbing through his pyjamas and I did the same with mine. “Why are their wieners so big and hairy?” “This happens, when you get older. Your wiener grows and becomes hairy.” “Does this happen to everybody?” “Of course.” “Even to you?” “Yes.” We both sat there in silence. “Do you want to see?” Linus looked at me and nodded and I moved right next to him, slipped my pants down to my ankles, stepped out of them and leaned back, exposing my hard and standing 7 inches to him. His jaw popped down and his eyes were full of amazement by the look of my privates. “What do you think?” “It’s huge to me.” At this point I took off my shirt and showed him the rest of my hairy body. Well, I have to say, that regardless my young age, I inherited the body hair of my father and he’s the most hairy person I’ve ever seen. Linus, however, was truly fascinated by my hairy belly and chest and even ran his fingers through my fur, which sent shivers down my entire body. “Do you like my body?” “I think so.” Silence. “Can I see yours too?” Without saying a word, Linus stood up, stepped out of his pyjamas and sat back on the couch revealing his gorgeous body to me for the second time. I couldn’t help myself. I caressed his smooth, pale, little body with my hand, which he seemed to like, while jacking off with the other. “What are you doing with your wiener?” “I play with it. It’s what every b** does. Do you want to give it a try?” “Ok.” I let go of my dick and Linus took over. His little hand barely fit around my shaft, but he soon covered it with his other one. Linus was jacking off my dick and I was in heaven again.The TV was still running, but no one of us cared anymore. Linus was playing with my hard dick and I moved my hand down his lap and did the same. His tiny, stiff dick was so lovely, felt so incredibly smooth and looked so fragile in my hand. We wanked each other off for a few minutes till I was close to cum. I freed my dick from his hands and kneeled down in front of Linus and between his legs. “Should I show you what else b**s do with their wieners?” Linus nodded and I moved my head down his lap and took his tiny dick into my mouth. I caressed it with my tongue moving my head up and down and kissed and licked his bell-end, while playing with his little, smooth balls. Right from the beginning Linus was groaning and moaning lustfully. It got more and more intense, till I felt his dick twitching. Linus clenched, buried his hands in the pillows of the couch and came. Even without shooting a load of cum, it was a way better climax than I’ve ever had it myself.Linus was breathless and overwhelmed by excitement. I, on the other hand, leaned forward and gave him a kiss on his lips, before I stood up right in front of him, pointing my dick at him. “Now it’s your turn.” Without hesitation, Linus moved forward, wrapped his hand around my dick and took the top of it into his mouth, caressing it with his tongue like I did. I put my hand on his head, ran my fingers through his golden hair and eventually moved my hand to the back of his head, moving it forward and shoving as much of my dick in his mouth as possible without making him choke, which was only about 3”. But having those 3 inches licked, caressed and shoved down his throat was just enough to bring me over the edge. I grabbed his head and shot my load into Linus’ mouth. He got nervous, didn’t know what tipobet güvenilir mi to do and tried to get away and even gagged a little. “Everything’s alright. Just let it happen and swallow it. You’re doing great.” Linus calmed down a little and surprisingly swallowed most of my cum, leaving only a little to run down his chin. Once I shot my load and he swallowed it, I let go if his head and he slumped back onto the couch, trying to figure out what just happened. I leaned forward, licked my cum off his chin and gave him another kiss, but this time I put my tongue into his mouth, playing with his tongue, while tasting my own cum. Once I was done, I retook my place next to him, wrapped my arm around him and gave him time to handle the situation, which must have seemed quite weird to him.“Did you just pee in my mouth?” He asked after a few minutes. “Of course not.” “But what was it then?” “It’s called cum. It’s something your body produces when you grow up.” “Is it supposed to be swallowed?” “People wouldn’t swallow it, if it were harmful. Did you like the taste of it?” “I don’t know. It tasted kind of salty.” “It’s alright. You’ll get used to it.”Linus and I sat there naked on the couch and watched the regular TV program till it was time for him to go to bed, what he, needless to say, refused. “But you have to go to bed. How else should you regain your energy?” “I’m a k*d. I’ve got lots of energy.” “Yeah, because you sleep up to 10 hours every night.” “Whatever.” That was it. I lifted him up from the couch, carried him into the bathroom, brushed his teeth and carried him into his room and put him into his bed. “And now be a good little boy and sleep.” Were my last words, before I turned off the lights, closed the door and headed back to the living room, where I turned the TV and all lights off. I was about to go to bed, but out of nowhere Linus showed up, telling me can’t sleep due to the darkness, the monster under his bed and all the other stuff little k*ds are afraid of. I took him by his Hand and leaded him back to his room. “You don’t have to be afraid of anything. The darkness is just the absence of light and monsters don’t exist and if they’d exist, I’m pretty sure they would have something better to do than hiding under your bed.” I put him back into his bed and was about to leave, as he asked me to tell him a bedtime story. Well, I was tired as hell, but I just couldn’t deny him anything. So I turned on the bedside lamp, grabbed the next best book, sat next to him and started to read out at a random page: “Her hair was as a wet fleece of gold, and each separate hair as a thread of fine gold in a cup of glass. Her body was as white ivory, and her tail was of silver and pearl. Silver and pearl was her tail, and the green weeds of the sea coiled round it; and like sea-shells were her ears, and her lips were like sea-coral. The cold waves dashed over her cold breasts, and the salt glistened upon her eyelids. So beautiful was she that when the young Fisherman saw her he was filled with wonder, and he put out his hand and drew the net close to him, and leaning over the side he clasped her in his arms. And when he touched her, she gave a cry like a startled sea-gull, and woke, and looked at him in terror with her mauve-amethyst eyes, and struggled that she might escape. But he held her tightly to him, and would not suffer her to depart.” Linus fell asleep quite quickly and I just sat there watching him sleep and admiring his beauty and thinking about the past few hours.My whole life fell apart within one simple evening. All I have thought, I’d know about myself was a lie, a wishfully illusion. I had absolutely no idea of who I was anymore. My whole, short adolescence I thought I knew exactly who I was and whom I love, but all the certainty and all the confidence vanished. But the painful truth was what it was. I fell in love with Linus, with his deep blue eyes, with his cute smile and his beautiful body. Well, I waved farewell to my old self and welcomed my new me and that very me put the book away, turned the light off and cuddled up to Linus under his blanket. It then kissed him on his lips and fell asleep, dreaming a wonderful dream.I woke up the next morning only to find Linus under the blanket sucking my dick. “Good morning.” I said to him while running my fingers through his messy hair. He just said “Hi” and kept on caressing my dick with his tongue, trying to put as much of it into his mouth as possible. It was kind of adorable watching him struggling with my big dick. But regardless his clumsiness, he did it quite well. I, however, didn’t want to be left out, so I positioned us in a way, in which we could suck each other’s dicks at once. We continued this way until I was close to cum and right before that, I freed myself from Linus, made him lay on his stomach, got behind him and started rimming and licking his little pinkish butt hole. It was unbelievable how smooth it was! I licked his freckle passionately and shoved my tongue and my finger from time to time up his anus, while inhaling it’s thrillingly scent. Linus didn’t even ask me what I was doing, he just lay there and enjoyed. I, on the other hand, was in heaven again and only one thing could make my bliss divine.I let off of Linus’ bottom and made him kneel on all fours. I then got behind him again, spitted on my dick to lube it and positioned its tip at his anus. “Ok, Linus. This is going to hurt a little at the beginning, but you’re going to love it. Just relax and everything goes down fine.” Linus nodded and I started pushing. It took some effort to get past his tight compressor, but it was worth it, seeing my dick slipping into his butt inch by inch and hearing Linus cheering in achy pleasure while biting into the pillow. I grabbed a hold of his pelvis and kept pushing till my dick was all in and enclosed by his clenching anus. It felt amazing! I kept it in there, giving Linus some time to get used to the pressure and pain, which he seemed to need, because he was somehow about to start crying. Well, one little tear ran down his cheek though. I leaned forward, wiped it away and gave him a kiss on the very cheek. “Everything alright, Linus?” It took him some time to form an answer, tipobet giriş but he finally managed it. “It hurts.” He said in a weepy tone. “The pain will turn into pleasure, once you got used to it.” I said, gave him another kiss and got back behind him. I grabbed again hold of him and started fucking. I pushed my dick out of his little butt and shoved it up again over and over again. At first Linus was puling and tearing a bit, but with each thrust he started to relax and embracing the pleasure I gave him, till his crying got replaced my moaning. I fucked him for a few minutes and then changed positions. I lay down on my back and made Linus sit down on my lap facing me. I guided my dick back into his butt and started humping him again. Linus jumped up and down riding my dick, while I caressed his smooth body and jacked him off with my hands. Time went by and I was about to cum. I grabbed a hold of him again and started to fuck him harder till I couldn’t take it anymore. I cried out in sheer pleasure and buried my hands into the mattress as I shot my load stream after stream into Linus’ butt. I was breathless!As I lay there, gaining my breath back, I could feel my cum leaking out of Linus’ butt, running down my softening dick and landing on my balls. Linus, on the other hand, just stared at me with his wonderful blue eyes and I couldn’t resist but pushing myself up and giving him a deep kiss. I know, I use this phrase way too often, but I really was in heaven. It all started as a simple job, but I ended up falling in love (and losing my virginity to the very love). My world and heart fell apart and feared to get lost in the endless scenery of time and space and darkness, but Linus put them back together and caressed them with love. He was the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, but the universe, cruel as it was and still is, had other plans.As soon as I started kissing Linus, the door of his bedroom opened up and, how could it be different, his mother stepped in and as soon as she realized what was going on, she started screaming, fainting and calling the police at the same time!From that point on my life burst asunder. I got arrested, convicted by court and put into remand home and therapy for several years. It was terrible. I got blemished as c***d m******r, beaten up by other inmates and, of course, all the other stereotypical things too. But I somehow survived and as I got out I had only one thought and wish. Linus. I had to see him again, which was easier said than done. Because as soon as my trial was over, Linus and his mother moved away and changed their surnames, making it quite difficult for me to find them.Years passed by, but I never gave up hope and my persistence paid finally off, because I found Linus living at the other end of the country. Well, most people would call it obsession or lunacy, but I just call it love.It was early December and snow was falling down from the sky piling up on the houses and trees, bathing suburbia into a white haze. Linus was in his garden with his wife and c***d building snowmen and fooling around. (He got married. I couldn’t believe it as I found out.) Linus was in his garden enjoying the winter and I was standing across the street watching him doing so. The moment I saw him I wanted to storm up to him, embosom him and never let go of him. But I guessed his wife would have killed me once I set my foot unto the lawn. So I just stood there watching him and waiting for him to notice me, which he finally, finally did. It might have took him some time to recognize me, but he somehow knew that it was me, because as soon as his wife and k*d went back into the house, he walked towards me and I did the same, till we finally met halfway at his garden fence. “How the actual f*** can you dare it to come here?” “I missed you.” “Well, I didn’t miss you. And now get lost, before someone sees you.” “Linus! Just listen to me! Please!” He was about to go, but my call made him stop, although he didn’t turn around to face me. “All these years you were the only one I could think about. My days, my nights, my dreams and my live were all about you. Not one moment went by without me thinking about and remembering the wonderful time we had together. All the fun, all the laughter and all the love never left my mind and memory. And once you left, my live became pointless and the only thing that kept me alive was the hope of seeing you again someday and you still loving me. Linus, you are the love of my live. I loved you back then, I still love you and I will always love you.” Silence. Silence. Silence. “How dare you.” Linus said while turning around and approaching me. “How dare you to do this to me! All these years I have never wasted a thought about you and almost forgot you, but now you came back into my live, waiting in front of my house and watching me and my family!” Tears started building up in his still deep blue eyes. “You have no idea of what you did to me!” He slapped me in the face while saying this. “I was an innocent c***d back then!” He slapped me in the face again. “You never loved me! I never loved you! We never loved each other! You pathetic lunatic just used me and wasted your life hunting down an illusion! And just internalize one little thing: All about you is nothing but a pitiful lie and this very illusion and its truth hates you and wishes to never see you again! Never!” And with these words, Linus turned around and walked back into his house without turning back even once.My world burst apart for the last time and everything became pointless again. My entire life seemed to be nothing but a crestfallen illusion, a pitiful lie I told myself for years and years. Linus never loved me and I lied to myself. The time we spent together faded away and became nothing but a dying memory painted in different shades of grey. But, be it as it may, I still love him and I will always love him, even if he hates me. Well, according to him I might be a lunatic, but even a lunatic knows, that an unrequited love is worth nothing but burning tears and sorrowful laughter and without love not even nothing is worth anything. I think it was Oscar Wilde who once said, that a life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. My life was a dead flower of love. The sun that once kept me alive darkened and I got thrown out of heaven and Eden at once and all I could do now was to forgive and forget, to forget and to die.This was the last time I saw Linus. Well, this was the very last time I saw anybody.

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